All I wanted to post today won't make you feel better reading my blog. There's this one thing that I wanna clarify and speak out for myself.
I don't get it why you're being so unreasonable suddenly. Since the start of it you didn't reply my message just because you got yourself into a relationship? (Which I thought if that until you explain). That's what makes me angry about. Out of a sudden, the twitter issues which I don't know what's wrong but you insist it's the twitter's problems, so fine? I called and we explained, issues closed.
I admit I wasn't even intentionally log in to your twitter account, it's just the phone history. I immediately sign off from it i swear. I know whats privacy. But who knows I will see people complaining about me for so long while you tell me it's about her own friends? Okay then? I accepted that? However, I just find it strange for her to follow me for so long and stalking my accounts with all your friends. Liking my pictures when I don't know who they are but just knowing they are your friends? So I initiated to ask her to stop following me when there's no point for her to follow me at first anyway?
She got her friends issues? I not sure? Or maybe just you looking for an excuse to entertain me? So I can't have my friendship problem? I can't post on Facebook? On twitter? You're just being unreasonable. Stop saying I'm assuming too much. Since our relationship, it's not only me, I'm assuming, but you did that too. Don't use that as an excuse to explain my wrong. Every girls will do that, just wait and see, that's what I can say.
I thought everything settled after that day, but I think I thought another way round. I thought when we stop all interactions means no more communication and arguments. But why are you still posting mean and judgemental posts on your Facebook? I swear when I say I stop I really stopped. What's the problem with you again? Huh, Adam Ang? What's wrong with you complaining about me? Now, what can I say? I'm so disappointed on you too. You might be just thinking at her point if view? I not sure.
Think from my view? You as a friend who really understand me, just went missing after you found yourself a girlfriend. How would I feel? Irritated. After explaining we came to neutral feelings and also acceptance. But I just don't get it why all your friends are like following me from the back? And I don't feel secure for her to know everything that's happening on me when it don't involve her and it causes me to dislike her more. Isn't it better for us just not to follow anyone? I encourage her just to unfollow me and everything will just end eventually right? Settling my friends' issues, posting for my friend on Facebook, but I saw you commenting on me? And yet it's so obvious it's about me. I don't need to assume, use my eyes I can see. Adam you're being a ... to comment on me negatively when I did not post anything about you. Reflect on yourself, why will I wanna continue an argument when I don't even meet you guys anymore? Is there a need of it? I thought everything solved? What's with you continuing all this? And yet you said I'm childish? I'm trying to get all of us some peace and now you create more for us. I tried to reply your post on Facebook just to see are you trying to talk about me. So yup, you're. What's with all these? You're not tired?
I admit I really don't like her since long ago and you knew it. I wished you when you told me your relationship. What do you expect more from me? Don't hate her anymore? When I dislike her for other reasons? Sending you flowers to wish you guys last long? Eh? And I swear I didn't post anything about her on any if my social network until the day I saw her tweets. Get this right, except for the previous hatred towards her (and I think she don't give a fuck) I only keep it to myself. You're just being unreasonably commenting in me out of a sudden when I'm not even bad mouthing you. Do I need to tell you my friends stories for you to match up with my statuses so you can feel safer in I'm not talking about you at all. (Except for those I'm trying to reply you) think of it, who's being more childish and unreasonable now. Maybe time passes, we don't understand each other anymore. But after these few days, you've changed too? Becoming into someone who can't think as mature as before, someone who can solve a problem for your girlfriend. Good luck with my life? I'm always good without you I can say, good luck with yours too.
Meichyi.
